Chapter 218 You Won't Let Me Lose, Will You?

Xia Xinyu's skill level was a bit low.

Chen Yuan's wasn't high either.

It could be said that they lacked everything else, but they kissed with a lot of emotion.

When the two separated, Xia Xinyu grabbed Chen Yuan's collar with both hands, her cheeks burning, and her eyes also burning.

Chen Yuan hadn't expected that she would directly sit on his lap.

This kind of thing had never happened before.

Was this boldness also due to the courage given by alcohol?

"Am I the person you like the most?"

Xia Xinyu raised her head, looking into the eyes that were close at hand, and asked with some concern.

Chen Yuan was confused because he didn't know where this question came from. Looking at her, he asked, puzzled, "Why are you asking this?"

"I seem to..."

Xia Xinyu was still looking at Chen Yuan, looking seriously, and said, "I don't think I've ever heard you say 'I like you'."

"Because you said before that you would confess after the results of the competition came out, so..."

Chen Yuan also remembered that he didn't seem to have said any particularly direct confessions like "I like you" or "I love you" to Xia Xinyu.

But other indirect, or more distant, confessions had been made more than once.

"Is that so?"

Xia Xinyu tilted her head slightly, thought for a moment, smiled, and then said very happily, "Then say it."

There had never been a formal confession.

So she wanted to hear it, to hear those simple words that, in modern society, seemed so easy to say.

Looking into Xia Xinyu's eyes, Chen Yuan smiled softly, then placed a kiss on her forehead, touched it lightly, and said, "You're the person I like the most in the whole world."

After hearing such a heartwarming confession, Xia Xinyu was as happy as a child.

Then, she slowly got off Chen Yuan's lap, then leaned close to him, sat on the side, and murmured, "I feel more at ease after hearing that sentence."

"Why?" Chen Yuan didn't know that Xia Xinyu had this kind of lack of security.

Hadn't he always been telling her how much he loved her?

I, Yuan, am devoted, no need to say more.

"I don't know." Xia Xinyu shook her head and explained, "It feels like when you feel like you did well on a test, but you won't be happy until the score comes out. Without hearing that sentence, even though the relationship is still very good, you weren't mine after all at that time."

"Am I now?"

"What, you don't admit it?" Xia Xinyu looked at Chen Yuan and asked quite seriously.

"This..."

Chen Yuan shifted his gaze to the side, looked at the scenery, and then looked up at the sky. His eyes wandered around, but never met Xia Xinyu's.

"If you don't admit it, I won't force you... no, whether you admit it or not, I think it is."

Xia Xinyu domineeringly used idealism.

Meaning: In heaven and earth, Xinyu is the only supreme being.

"But, I haven't heard you say that sentence either."

Chen Yuan revealed his true intentions and directly threw the problem to Xia Xinyu.

"Of course I can say it, but after your results come out, I've prepared some small surprises. If you want to hear it now, then there will be one less very important part at that time... Of course, it's all up to you." Xia Xinyu was like a stall owner doing business, waving her hand, especially skilled in sales tactics.

"You cunning Xia Xinyu, you're giving me a cliffhanger here, aren't you?"

Chen Yuan looked at this very confident person, and after considering it, finally chose to let her do such a ritual: "Okay, I'll wait for you."

There must be a reason for Xinyu to do this.

If he continued to be mischievous at this time and insisted on disrupting her plan, he could indeed make her anxious and break down.

But as an omniscient and omnipotent god, he also needed some of the joys that mortals have in love.

It was precisely for this reason that after Chen Yuan controlled his anger, didn't turn into a loathsome monster, and found his humanity, he tried as little as possible to listen to Xia Xinyu's inner voice.

From her perspective, there was also a book.

The title of the book might be called "My Next-Door Boyfriend."

In the book, she was the confident protagonist, and after being redeemed by her neighbor, she also had her own plans.

In the outline, she had envisioned creating some scenes, some bridges, to heal him.

This was also why, every time Chen Yuan wanted to hug Xinyu, wanted to kiss Xinyu, wanted to kiss her deeper, it was he who initiated it, but in the end, it was she who controlled the rhythm, turning him into the passive one.

Because she was unwilling to be the one being conquered in love without doing anything.

Xinyu's book, placed in the female frequency section, could also be considered a pure love masterpiece.

"What a big Ferris wheel... How long have we been up here?"

Xia Xinyu suddenly realized that the Ferris wheel in Happy Valley lasted a particularly long time. After sitting on his lap and kissing him, they were still in a relatively high position.

"I don't know."

Chen Yuan shook his head, looked at Xia Xinyu, and said with a smile, "It feels like it's gone by in a flash. Time with Xinyu goes by too quickly."

"..."

Hearing this sentence, Xia Xinyu was slightly stunned. Then, she muttered, "It's just that you like me more now, so you think that way. You'll get tired of it in the future."

"How long is 'in the future'?" Chen Yuan saw that Xia Xinyu was provoking him, so he cooperated.

"I don't know." Xia Xinyu seemed to have had this worry for a long time, and took the opportunity to say, "When you get angry with me one day, think I'm not good enough, or see too many embarrassing sides of me like today, it will slowly become ordinary..."

Xia Xinyu seemed to be describing a common state of love.

This kind of 'inevitable path' was probably a stage that every couple had experienced.

And she said this not to deliberately spoil the mood, or to be sarcastic.

She was purely giving Chen Yuan a heads-up, and also giving herself some security.

When that stage really came, she also hoped that she wouldn't think it was 'no longer liking', but a stage that had to be experienced.

See, love makes people progress.

Without listening to Xinyu, I could still know what Xia Xinyu was thinking.

"Haven't we already gone through the stage you're talking about?" Chen Yuan asked.

"No, weren't we getting along especially harmoniously before..." Xia Xinyu didn't think so.

"We really did." Chen Yuan reminded her, "Think about it, wasn't there a time when you thought I was a bit bad and wanted to ignore me to punish me?"

"..."

After being said this, Xia Xinyu began to reflect, and then said a little embarrassed, "Wasn't there a time when I suddenly cried and said I didn't want to study anymore, and just wanted to have a good relationship?"

"Yeah."

Sure enough, Yu Zi had something on her mind.

"Before that, I felt that you were a little bit insensible... I had a monthly exam in a few days, and you still wanted me to explain our relationship." After Xia Xinyu finished speaking, she immediately added, "But that's because I had to take the exam, and I was worried that my grades would drop, and then I wouldn't be able to be with you for a long time, that's why I was a little anxious, it's not that I didn't like you. Really really really!"

Chen Yuan accepted it, although he was a little hurt, and nodded, saying, "So, the burnout period has already been experienced, and no matter how we go next, it will be upwards."

"Ah? Then what about when you have an opinion about me?" Xia Xinyu asked curiously.

"I might not be like Xinyu, I have absolutely no opinion." Chen Yuan shrugged.

"You're tricking me!" Xia Xinyu realized that Chen Yuan was fishing, grabbed his arm, and said very anxiously, "I'm sorry, I was a little anxious during that time. No, no, you have to confess to me too, which thing you have an opinion about me, otherwise I'll think that your burnout period with me hasn't come yet."

"Um..."

Chen Yuan looked at Xia Xinyu, thought for a while, and said, "Before going back to Shaoxiang."

"What happened?" Xia Xinyu asked especially seriously.

Chen Yuan frankly said, "A week in advance, you told me not to go back, although I know you were doing it for my own good. But I think you should ask for my opinion. After all, I really think there are things more important than extra points."

"I'm sorry..." Xia Xinyu apologized again, and lowered her head, explaining, "At that time, your grades were a bit poor, and I was very anxious, afraid that we wouldn't be able to get into the same school in the future."

After she finished speaking, she suddenly realized.

The ultimate reason for these two things that they cared about was only one—the two of them wanted to go further.