Chapter 163: Chapter 163 Tang Yuxiu, don’t go too far!
Gu Yan took a while to recover, expressionless, and replied lightly, "It’s meaningless, I just don’t want to carry the label of being a mistress forever."
Tang Yuxiu squinted slightly, exuding a dangerous aura, "Are you only now resisting that label? Why didn’t you resist a bit when you sold yourself for a million of mine at that time."
Gu Yan frowned, "At that time, I had no choice. Now I just want to know, what is your time limit, how long do I have to stay with you to pay off a million?"
She wouldn’t say things like returning a million to him, not to mention she doesn’t have it, otherwise, were all these days together just air?
If she had a way to get the money back to him from the beginning, why would she have compromised to be his mistress?
As a result, now, she’s foolishly falling for him, her heart moving with no room to retreat.
"What, do you not want to stay by my side now?" Tang Yuxiu’s jet-black eyes were deep and bottomless, Gu Yan could feel his suppressed anger.
She took a deep breath, turned her head to face him, and spoke with utmost seriousness, "Yes, I don’t just want to stay by your side, I don’t want to one day be discovered as your mistress, having people pointing fingers at me, and I don’t want to stay by your side so long that I can’t help but start liking you.
Tang Yu, you are excellent, with everything that can easily make women fall for you, and I don’t want to become one of them."
Gu Yan finished speaking in one breath, and Tang Yuxiu suddenly reached out to pinch her chin, leaning closer to ask in a deep voice, "Does liking me make you feel ashamed?"
Gu Yan was forced to tilt her head up, her eyes firm and calm, "No, not ashamed, but it would be very sad. I have self-awareness, I don’t deserve you, so knowing there’s no result, I must leave myself a way out, in case one day, I can’t hold myself back and fall in, but you leave coolly without losing anything. What am I supposed to do then?"
"Gu Yan, you think far ahead!"
"I naturally have to think farther ahead, otherwise I’m the one who will suffer and get hurt, no one will feel sorry for me, I can only plan for myself."
All her life, she has known that if you don’t pave your own way, you can only retreat toward the cliff, because no one will care about her, let alone reach out a hand when she falls off the cliff, she can only save herself.
"Are you so sure you’ll get hurt?" Could she not wish a little, that if someday he too falls in?
Looking at his eyes, Gu Yan earnestly said, "In this situation, there’s no need to think too much. We were originally people from two different worlds, an occasional entanglement doesn’t mean there will still be intersections in the future. Once you get tired of me, let me go, maybe we’ll never see each other again. Before then, I must guard my heart, I don’t want to spend the rest of my life with regrets and lovesickness."
Each word she said was sincere, but one thing: she’s already fallen for him but won’t say it, let him know.
Even if he knows, then what? It would just be another joke.
To him, she is nothing!
When they return to their own tracks, they’re like parallel lines at both ends of the world’s furthest reach, distant and unreachable, unable to meet.
"Saying so much, you just want me to let you go, but Gu Yan, as a mistress, you haven’t fulfilled any duties and want to walk away, do you think I would make such a losing deal? A million, even if I went to find a prostitute, I could sleep dozens or hundreds of times, and you? Have you done it even once?"
It’s not the first time Gu Yan realized how nasty Tang Yuxiu’s words could be when angry, but hearing it now still made her heart ache deeply.
He compared her to a prostitute!
In his eyes, she and a prostitute are probably no different!
The only difference is that prostitutes have many partners, while she has allowed only him to sleep with her.
But is there any essential difference?
It’s still taking money in exchange for her body.
Gu Yan bit her lip, suppressing the trembling inside, and struggled to speak, "Is it that as long as you get enough from me, you’ll let me go?"
Tang Yuxiu released her chin, placing his hands on the steering wheel, with infinite sarcasm in his eyes, "That depends on your skills, if you satisfy me, maybe I’ll let you get lost tomorrow."
"You said it." Gu Yan bit her lip, clasping her hands tightly.
Tang Yuxiu turned slightly, looking at her with disdain, "Let me see your skills now."
"Now?!" Gu Yan’s face turned somewhat pale, her lips trembling slightly.
Tang Yuxiu smirked mockingly, "What, you were talking so confidently just now, but now when asked to act, you put on a pitiful look, for whom?"
Gu Yan’s heart tensed, "Tang Yuxiu, don’t go too far with your bullying!"
"Gu Yan!" Tang Yuxiu roared in anger, "Don’t forget your identity, even if I let you strip naked on the street right now to please me, you have no right to object!"
Gu Yan’s face instantly turned deathly pale, devoid of any color, looking at him in disbelief.
She had heard harmful words from him before, but at this moment, she felt her brain turn blank.
To strip naked on the street to please him!
How could he say such words!
This hurt more than any physical harm!
When he said this, did he consider her as a normal woman? Where did he place her dignity, her face, everything about her?
It’s really just being crushed underfoot!
"Tang Yuxiu, is this your heartfelt thought? In your eyes, have I always been a woman you can toy with and trample at will? Do I have to do whatever you want, without uttering a single word of defiance?"
Tang Yuxiu looked at Gu Yan’s wounded eyes, suddenly realizing what he had just said, and frowned slightly.
He turned his gaze away, refusing to look at her, and said coldly, "If you don’t start now, get out. Dream on about leaving me! Even if I’m tired of you, forget about gaining freedom!"
This was a naked threat!
Either she does it with him in the car now, exchanging it for a chance to leave, or gets out of the car and from then on, she’d be his caged bird, unable to escape.
"Tang Yuxiu, what’s the point of doing this? To humiliate me? Then congratulations, your objective has been achieved, and very thoroughly and successfully!" Gu Yan smiled, tinged with sadness and self-deprecation.
Tang Yuxiu’s hand, placed on the steering wheel, quietly clenched.
Gu Yan closed her eyes, finally lowered her head, rigidly unbuckling her seatbelt, then looked at him.
"Don’t forget what you said, as long as I do it, you would consider letting me go."
Tang Yuxiu also turned to look at her, "Rest assured, I always keep my word."
"Fine!" Gu Yan let out a cold laugh, her body leaving the seat, her hand on his shoulder, one leg kneeling on the seat, supporting her body.
Her face slowly moved closer to him, he remained expressionless, not a trace of emotion on his face.
She closed her eyes, her lips touched his slightly cold ones, then extended her tongue, beginning to outline the shape of his lips.
She recalled the few previous kisses with Tang Yuxiu, awkwardly imitating them.
Tang Yuxiu slightly lowered his gaze and saw her trembling eyelashes; his heart felt as if it was gently brushed by a feather, soft, ticklish.
Her tongue probed into his mouth, licking with no technique to speak of.
Gu Yan wasn’t aware of the reaction her awkward kiss provoked in Tang Yuxiu, she only felt it was a task, one she needed to complete to earn a chance.
She had no desire; at this moment, she only knew of Tang Yuxiu’s humiliation toward her, devoid of any emotion.
After kissing for quite a while, with no movement from Tang Yuxiu, Gu Yan secretly steeled her resolve, and the hand that was on his shoulder began to move.
Her right hand wasn’t quite familiar with the movement, so she gently stroked his shoulder and neck nearby.
When her hand touched his neck, Tang Yuxiu’s whole body stiffened, an electric current ran through him, sending a comfortable sensation.
Gu Yan’s left hand started to move downwards, slipping inside his suit, stroking his chest through the shirt.
Tang Yuxiu’s physique was excellent, his muscles taut and elastic, full of strength, very pleasing to the eye.
But at that moment, Gu Yan wasn’t in the mood to appreciate these.
Tang Yuxiu only felt like he was about to explode down there, he couldn’t believe that Gu Yan’s simple touch would evoke such a strong reaction.
This woman, she must be a witch!
Suddenly, he let out a low growl, clasping Gu Yan’s body, directly pressing her against him.
Gu Yan slightly shifted her lower body, then sat on his lap.
Tang Yuxiu clasped her head with one hand, starting a full-on assault.
His kisses were domineering and urgent, immediately taking complete control of the inexperienced Gu Yan.
Gu Yan couldn’t withstand his fierce onslaught, and a faint moan escaped her lips.
Her right hand gripped his neck, exerting slight force.
Tang Yuxiu’s other hand wasn’t idle either, rubbing over her waist through her clothes, then slipping inside her shirt, moving upwards from her waist.
Gu Yan felt weak all over, once he took the initiative, she had no chance to resist, only allowing him to have his way.
His hand already covered her softness, her body trembled slightly, yet rationality made her pull back, avoiding his touch.
How could Tang Yuxiu let her escape at this moment? He moved away from her lips, his hand that clasped her head slid to her back, forcefully pulling her against him.
She bit her lip, preventing her moans from escaping.
Tang Yuxiu’s mouth curled into a mocking smile, "What, isn’t it comfortable? What’s there to be embarrassed about calling out?"
Gu Yan listened to Tang Yuxiu’s words, feeling a wave of humiliation.