Chen Hao
Chapter 1005 Ending This War
She just sat on the ground, constantly recalling her experiences since leaving Mad Breath Island in her mind.
It seemed that every creature she encountered had a pursuit and meaning in life. Compared with them, she seemed to be left with only a powerful empty shell.
Just then, footsteps suddenly sounded behind her.
Immediately afterwards, Nielson's voice sounded, "May I sit down?"
Nielson had come to her side at some point.
In fact, Han Han had already sensed the other party's existence, but she knew that the other party would not be malicious to her, so she didn't take it to heart.
In fact, after the full recovery of the ancient civilization, Nielson used technical means to lock Han Han's position, because the fully recovered ancient civilization already had the power to be unfavorable to Han Han alone. She was far away from her own group, and if she was targeted by the other two apostles, it might be very dangerous.
Han Han nodded.
Nielson sat cross-legged beside her, the smile on his old face still very kind: "Child, I know what you're worried about."
Han Han glanced at him. Ever since her consciousness was born in the Earth Apostle's body, Nielson had been very respectful to her. After so long, this was the first time he had spoken to her in such an elder's tone.
However, Han Han was not disgusted with this tone. She knew that this was the Earth Apostle's feelings affecting her.
This old man in front of her was one of the earliest and closest people to this body.
"Can you tell me the meaning of life?" Han Han asked softly, "What am I living for?"
Nielson heard this sentence, pondered for a long time, and then said again: "In fact, there is no need for a wise creature to live for a specific goal."
"Some people live to protect their families, some people live to create an achievement... Their lives are certainly very meaningful and wonderful, but those who have no goals can also enjoy the fun of life."
"Goals often represent fatigue, representing you have to keep running around. Having a goal is certainly a good thing, but not having a goal is not necessarily a bad thing."
"Just like in the human world before the destruction came, many people lived their entire lives in a step-by-step manner, going to school, working, getting married and having children, retiring, and dying..."
"Many people don't have any goals in their lives, and they don't want to pursue anything, but can you say that their lives are very bad?"
"Life is the most beautiful thing. You can pursue some things, create some goals for yourself to work towards, and of course, you can also choose to be mediocre and live an ordinary life, look at the beautiful sunset after work, travel with family and friends, or lie in bed and play games..."
"As long as you feel happy, life is meaningful. There is no need to put some heavy responsibilities on yourself and live in the eyes of others."
Nielson knew very well where Han Han's confused emotions came from.
She was a consciousness born in the body of the Earth Apostle. She didn't want to become the Earth Apostle, but she was constantly affected by the Earth Apostle.
The Earth Apostle was an extremely glorious and dazzling existence, and the Third Consciousness might not like the Earth Apostle's attitude towards life, but felt that with her identity, she should do something more great, otherwise others would think that her consciousness was not worthy of this powerful body...
Under the pressure of these complex emotions, Han Han finally couldn't bear it anymore. She wanted to find a goal in her life, but found that she had no goal at all.
Unify ancient civilizations?
The Earth Apostle had already done that.
Become the overlord of Blue Star?
The Earth Apostle can also do it.
Lead the group to break through to a first-level civilization?
This might be very meaningful, but she didn't like it, because she was still just a child who had just been born.
That kind of thing was too difficult and too heavy for her, and it made her breathless.
And that was the Earth Apostle's life goal, not hers.
Han Han, who was constantly wandering between the strong "want to realize her life value" and "can't find life value", seemed to become much calmer after Nielson's words.
"Live an ordinary life? But... I am the king of the Triangular Pyramid Clan, I am the strongest creature on Blue Star, I have everything. If I don't do something meaningful, others... will laugh at me, right?" Han Han was silent for a moment, and finally asked.
Nielson suddenly laughed loudly.
"No one stipulates that a strong person should live in a certain way. The meaning of life may be achieved through goals, but it is not absolute. As long as you feel happy, as long as you feel comfortable, you can live in that way..." Nielson said with a smile: "You see the beautiful sunset in the sky, this is the meaning of life! You eat candy and it is delicious, this is also the meaning of life! You lie in bed sleeping, watching cartoons, it is also the meaning of life."
"You don't need to restrain yourself!"
As Nielson spoke, Han Han's eyes became brighter and brighter. She felt that the knot that had been stuck in her heart for so long was untied, and a smile reappeared on her face.
Yes...
As long as you can feel happy, even if you don't achieve anything in your life, life is still very meaningful.
"I understand." Han Han stood up, she opened her arms, as if to embrace this sky, and said softly: "I like a peaceful life, I like to eat a pile of candy in the afternoon and take a nap without being disturbed by anyone, I like to look at the clear sky, I like to see that the people I am familiar with are all by my side and don't leave..."
Nielson had a gentle smile on his face.
"I hate war because it will destroy the life I love."
"I hate the current Blue Star, it looks like a ruin."
Han Han took a deep breath, she looked at Nielson next to her, and said: "I know what I want... Let's end this war!"
Nielson stood up when he heard the words.
At this time, Han Han was not his junior, but the king of the Triangular Pyramid Clan.
She was issuing an order to him in the identity of the king, to participate in this war between ancient civilization and human civilization, and end it as soon as possible!
"By your command, my Queen!" Nielson said in a deep voice: "The Triangular Pyramid Clan has already prepared, listening to your first order, wherever the sword points, it will be invincible!"