I almost cried today because I had to move my mom onto a cart for a check-up, and I twisted my back for the third time in three days, the pain sending me straight to the ground.

Lying on the ground, I felt so helpless. I was injured, but there was no one to help. I had to force myself through it, but in the end, I couldn't hold on.

Finally, my wife scolded me over the phone, and I had to call my dad back from his rest.

Now I'm sitting by the bed, holding my phone and writing. My back is so sore I can't straighten up, and my throat is swollen. I can't describe the feeling.

The doctor said that accidents like that usually don't cause such severe injuries, but because my mom's bones are already brittle and her health is poor, it was so serious.

But maybe this is what people my age have to go through. I have young ones who haven't grown up yet, and old ones who need to rely on me.

It's like before I learned to drive, I thought I could never do it and was very afraid. But when I really had to learn, I bit the bullet and did it.

So, at this time, I can only tell myself to grit my teeth and work hard. I'll try to write three chapters today.

Oh, and about the 500-yuan red envelope thing. I was going to give out another 500-yuan red envelope in the group as a perk last month, but both my main and alt accounts were restricted from sending them. So, I changed it to giving a 500-yuan red envelope to the top monthly fan on the Qidian platform in May. I forgot about it because of my mom's accident, but now that I've thought of it, I still want to continue.

I'll write about this activity here. On June 1st, the top monthly fan for May will be displayed on the Qidian book page. At that time, that person can directly join the group and add me, and I will send a 500-yuan red envelope privately.

This is a perk, so everyone doesn't need to deliberately compete for it. Just let it happen naturally.