Chapter 1738: Chapter 1738: Retained a Trace of Sadness
Qi Ruisen said indifferently, “I’m just as uncertain as you, all we can do is suspect.”
“But if he really plans to let us go, that would be a good thing.”
Jian Yufei nodded, “Perhaps.”
“Yufei, don’t worry too much. If he changes his mind, we’ll find a way to deal with him.”
“I know, I’m not too worried. After all, if he doesn’t let us go, things won’t be any different from they are now.”
…
The castle at night is beautiful and quiet.
Jian Yufei took two bottles of red wine and walked toward the garden in the back.
She sat down on the grass in a corner and opened the wine.
She placed one bottle of wine directly in front of her and held the other in her hand.
After taking a sip of wine, Jian Yufei whispered, “Dad, can you hear me?”
“It’s Yufei. I’ve come to talk to you.”
Jian Yufei didn’t know why she wanted to talk to Xiao Zexin, she just felt uncomfortable in her heart.
She believed her parents had a deep affection for each other and was always convinced of this.
Her mother tried to kill herself several times over her father and never accepted Nangong Xu. She deeply admired the feelings between them.
However, even the deepest affection cannot withstand death and time.
Jian Yufei doesn’t blame her mother at all. If she truly accepts Nangong Xu, she would bless her.
But in her heart, she retained a sadness for her father.
After all, it was Nangong Xu who murdered her father…
If his spirit in Heaven knew that her mother had accepted his enemy, what would he think?
Jian Yufei’s heart was extremely conflicted.
One half was blessing her mother, the other half was grieving for her father…
That’s why she was sleepless tonight, wanting only to vent a little, to dispel the bad feelings from her heart.
Jian Yufei took several sips of wine, feeling slightly intoxicated.
She wasn’t good at drinking wine, and now her cheeks were flushed, her eyes slightly hazy.
“Dad, I’ll have a drink with you.” She raised the bottle opposite her and poured some wine onto the ground.
“Dad, if you were still alive, and came back to find mother had someone else, would you be sad?” Jian Yufei asked herself.
“…If that day really comes, I hope you also find your place… That way, no one will be sad…”
But back then, he knew he was going to his death when he went to find mother, showing how deep his feelings were.
Such a deep love, can it be easily forgotten?
Jian Yufei suddenly thought of herself and Ruan Tianling.
If she died, would Ruan Tianling forget her?
The thought of him forgetting her and falling in love with another woman filled her with fear and suffocating pain.
She thought she must be insane, this possessiveness stronger than Ruan Tianling’s.
Even after her death, she wouldn’t allow him to find other women, wasn’t that too selfish…
Jian Yufei suddenly wanted to return to his side, to see him, touch him, embrace him.
Wherever he is, it’s Heaven.
She wished she could fly back to him this very moment.
“Ruan Tianling…” Looking at the sky, Jian Yufei dreamily called his name.
If, if Nangong Xu truly intends to be a good person, I’ll go back to find you.
I will return to your side and never leave again.
…
Anan learned that Jian Yufei was missing and searched everywhere, soon discovering she was hiding here.
He called Qi Ruisen, telling him not to search anymore, and then walked toward Jian Yufei.
Jian Yufei was sitting crookedly on the ground, holding two empty wine bottles.
“Dad, let’s drink again.”