Chapter 1146: Chapter 1146: I Would Die Too
Hao Yansen stared at her seriously, his voice low and tender, “I should be the one to say it because I’m more afraid of you leaving me than you are.”
Mo Jun’s smile suddenly froze.
Her eyes inexplicably felt a little sour…
All along, she thought she was the one who loved humbly, who feared losing this relationship the most.
But now, she felt Hao Yansen’s unease.
Just one sentence from him made her feel his strong anxiety…
His unease was the same as hers, both were very afraid of losing each other.
Just the thought of being apart one day felt worse than death.
“Hao Yansen, are you the same? When you think of us separating, does it make you sad, even feeling worse than death?” Mo Jun asked him softly.
“Yes.” Hao Yansen’s eyes darkened, his voice seemed strained, “In fact, I never dare to think about this issue.”
But this issue was like a thorn that would occasionally prick him.
He knew well that Mo Jun loved him deeply and would never leave him, yet he was still so afraid.
He feared that one day in the future, he would lose her, afraid of losing everything.
This worry was simply impossible to eliminate.
No matter how much love Mo Jun gave him, he would always feel uneasy. Unless they truly grew old together and lived until the end of their lives.
“I don’t dare think about this issue either, but I know we will definitely not separate! Because if I leave you, I would surely die, that’s the truth!” Mo Jun said with absolute certainty.
Hao Yansen hugged her tightly with a slight smile, “I would… die too.”
“Then let’s declare it! I’m not afraid anymore, I want to be with you openly and honestly, no matter what others say. No matter how inadequate I may be, whether I deserve you or not, I’m determined to stick with you. You’re mine, and I won’t let go, let others feel envious or hateful, I don’t care about their opinions! As long as we’re happy!” Mo Jun said defiantly.
Hao Yansen had been waiting for these words from her, for a long time.
He knew Mo Jun had always loved with great caution, afraid of making a mistake. So she tried desperately, so hard, just to hold on to this relationship.
But she didn’t need to worry at all, he would love her no matter what she was like.
Now, she’s finally not afraid…
Hao Yansen was immediately very happy and moved, “Alright, let’s not care about others’ opinions. You must always remember your words today and never self-doubt or deny again, understand?”
“Yes!” Mo Jun nodded and couldn’t help but give him a quick kiss.
Hao Yansen met her bright, shy eyes, and his gaze deepened instantly. Before Mo Jun could kiss him again, he pressed her down forcefully, like a man who had been parched in the desert for too long, greedily and desperately savoring her sweetness…
And Mo Jun also held him tightly, both of them seemingly wishing to melt into one another.
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It wasn’t just the Shangguan Family; many others received the invitation.
Of course, Jiang Kerou received one, and even Jiang Yiqing got one as well.
This was, after all these years, the first time they received an invitation personally sent by Hao Yansen.
Every girl who received an invitation was excited, thinking she held a special place in Hao Yansen’s heart. See, he remembered them, inviting them personally.
Every girl put in utmost effort, dressing up meticulously, aiming to outshine the crowd at the banquet and hoping Hao Yansen would notice her instantly.