Kikyo is pregnant again, and the child is mine.
Cough, it's my fourth younger brother.
According to the original work, Zoldyck's fourth son, Alluka, has another being called "Nanika" inside his body. By fulfilling Nanika's three requests, one can have Nanika grant a wish. If the three requests cannot be successfully completed, not only will the wish-maker die, but at least one person related to the wish-maker will also die. This is a very dangerous ability that can easily lead to the death of the entire family. Therefore, after being discovered by the Zoldycks in the future, he was locked up deep in the basement and forbidden from contact.
The difficulty of Nanika's requests is based on the cost of the previous wish. As long as one contacts Nanika when the difficulty is low, any wish can be granted with the lowest cost.
No, the wish-granting ability definitely has a limit. Nanika's true form is one of the disasters of the Dark Continent, an existence within the realm of comprehension, not on the level of a deity.
In the original work, Nanika demonstrated three abilities: killing, teleportation, and healing.
To fulfill the wish of "wanting to become a billionaire," Nanika used teleportation to bring over the money transport airship. It seems Nanika cannot create something out of nothing, or rather, they choose the easiest method?
The healing ability is the most formidable. It quickly restored Gon, who had overdrawn his future and life with a vow, to a state of bouncing around. This surpassed the medical and Nen-exorcism levels of this world. Furthermore, according to Killua, the requests corresponding to healing wishes will not contain any cruel content.
This is a huge bug!
Even if it only had the healing ability, it would still be an incredibly overpowered existence!
An omnipotent recovery NPC with no cruel requirements would be cherished and worshipped by the Zoldycks, wouldn't they?
What a shame. If Nanika only had the healing ability, there wouldn't be so much trouble.
Nanika's ability was discovered by the Zoldycks quite early. At that time, Killua was too young and didn't know how to lie sufficiently, so he revealed that wishes could be granted.
If Killua had concealed more when answering Silva and the others' questions, and replied, "If you ask to be held, your face will return to normal," then Nanika's requests would have remained at the lowest difficulty. People who didn't know the truth would have followed Killua's answer and treated "being held" as the wish, thus not discovering Nanika's true abilities, right?
Is it really that easy?
A perfectly normal human's face suddenly turns deathly pale, with their mouth and eyes turning completely black. Such a horrifying transformation, and it turns out they just wanted to "be held"? That sounds absurd and comical. Would Silva and the others believe it?
If it were me, I wouldn't believe it either. Such a bizarre phenomenon occurs, and it turns out they just wanted to "be held"? Huh? This isn't a comedy manga.
Don't get clever. I know my lying skills are truly terrible. Perhaps Killua's choice was the correct one. Don't forget, although Killua was a child at the time, he wasn't stupid at all. He concealed the most important rule: "Nanika will unconditionally grant his every command."
Killua said Nanika "is good at destruction and not good at healing." Can I wish upon Nanika, "Let all living beings in the world die, except for you and me"?
If all the NPCs and bosses in the game die, wouldn't the game be cleared?
After the wish is granted, I will get rid of Alluka, who Nanika possesses, to prevent Nanika from charging me the "three requests" for the next round. I will personally confirm the game's end, then commit suicide, ending this game forever.
Just thinking about it. I don't think Nanika has this ability. Once my wish fails, I'll have to bear the risk of exposing my desire to clear the game. It's not worth it.
A loser from the "real world," a fool who thought changing worlds and knowing the plot would allow them to control the situation?
Don't dream.
Stay put obediently. Maintaining the original plot as much as possible and keeping the future development in my hands is the most stable approach.
Although Killua is my idol, for the smooth development of the original plot, I will adhere to the principle of "rational fangirling." I will honestly be a background NPC, not affecting his growth path. Otherwise, he might not meet the other protagonist, Gon, at the age of twelve.
Killua x Gon, the "early love duo" that readers enthusiastically praise as the most canonical pairing. In this game, I've decided to support this pairing!
Oh my, regarding Killua, I actually shipped other pairings in the "real world," such as "Killua x Illumi," "Killua x Alluka (female version)," and the bad Killua toying with innocent uncles controlled by their desires... the world of fanfiction is truly rich, colorful, and exceptionally wonderful.
Thinking about it, my tastes are quite diverse.
After all, I am a truly indiscriminate fan, a pansexual shipper who can appreciate any pairing or XP.
Even characters with no social interaction or deep-seated enmity, as long as their appearances match, can form a pairing.
No principles, no bottom line. I also really like rape scenarios and NTR scenarios. Tsk, I am truly the worst kind of adult.
Suddenly, I miss the fanfiction on my computer's hard drive. Besides the "early love duo" fanfiction, there's also fanfiction where Kurapika is forced to sacrifice himself to retrieve his Scarlet Eyes, as well as "Hisoka x Gon," "Hisoka x Chrollo," "Hisoka x Alluka," "Three Beauties x Gon," "Goreinu x Catwoman," "Chrollo x Kurapika," and other carefully selected, high-quality fanfiction that I painstakingly collected from all over the internet. Now, I can't see any of them.
"..." Curled up in the blanket, secretly hugging a pillow, I am very sad.
In the "real world," I pretend to have no worldly desires, but I can indulge myself in private.
However, I cannot do that here.
The Zoldyck family's network must have surveillance. At the very least, Kikyo must be monitoring me. I dare not use the Zoldyck network to search for non-all-ages content. When I go out on missions, either Illumi or a butler follows me, leaving me no opportunity to go to an internet cafe or bookstore to find worldly things.
Going to the bookstore to [pick up] is not an option. Do you think Illumi and the butler following me are just for show?
Getting caught as a thief, especially stealing something unsavory, would be too shameful.
I am forced to be a Buddha.
Oh, this is too unfair. Shiba and Kikyo are having children one after another, but I have no private space to indulge... No, Millus, your daytime training intensity is not enough, which is why you're thinking such nonsense.
Come on, electric therapy, "forced calm," let's do it.
Then there's Nen training. The most physically draining is "Ken," which is far superior to counting sheep, melatonin, or sleeping pills. It guarantees instant sleep.
Very good, I fall asleep as soon as I hit the bed.
I once secretly wondered when Illumi would develop worldly desires and worries. However, it's completely impossible to tell from his expressionless face and soulless eyes. You just feel like he's not human. According to the usual plot tropes of typical works, exploring hidden places like under his bed would reveal his secrets or his XP system.
Remember, that's for typical works. I don't think I can explore the room of a future elite assassin without leaving a trace. Forget it, I don't have the leisure for that, and being misunderstood would be too much of a loss.
After thinking about it once, I stopped. It's better to take care of the baby (referring to Alluka) with Kikyo. He's soft, cuddly, cute, and delightful.
While holding baby Killua, I took the opportunity to kiss his cheek when Kikyo wasn't paying attention to us while getting toys.
My heart instantly raced!
I must cherish this!
Every kiss is one less!
Once he turns one year old, I won't do this secretly anymore.
Seeing Alluka kiss Killua's cheek in the original work, their relationship was so close. It made me, outside the screen, extremely envious.
I know I have no chance of becoming someone like Alluka.
Killua is a very sensitive little cat.
If I get too close, he will perceive my ugly, dark, sensitive, and suspicious inner self, and then he will maintain an appropriate distance, just like his relationship with his other siblings.
Yes, he likes cheerful, outgoing people, people with warm hearts, and people who are optimistic and upward-looking, because those are his true kin.
I am not only the complete opposite, but also a monster that cannot be called human.
At most, I will silently watch over him in the future, like Kalluto.
Not being disliked is already a great fortune.
Using my sister's identity, patting his head, and feeding him is enough, right?
I will buy him the chocolate and skateboard he likes. I can't do anything else.
The more I do, the more I'll make mistakes. If I do too much, I'm bound to err.
Yes, I will stand by and watch him endure Illumi's pressure, endure the expectations of the entire Zoldyck family, and finally, at the age of twelve, unable to bear it any longer, he will run away from home to participate in the Hunter Exam, meet the most important friends in his life, and embark on the path he truly wants to take.
Only through suffering can happiness be appreciated.
He will suffer, feel sad, be hurt, and cry profusely, but his future will ultimately be bright. I am certain, no, I will do my best to ensure it. Let him meet Gon and the others at the set time and place. His life as an assassin will change.
My future?
I don't have one.
My life only lasts until my goal is achieved. Everything else is an illusion.
... Time to level up.